it's official, i hate today. Isn't itfunny how when somethings go bad, everything else gets to you that much easier... things that don't usually bother seem to get under your skin with relative ease? i almost just wanna hide in my cave til today passes by, what else could go wrong? maybe i shouldn't be askin that.... i'm tempting fate. i guess it could be worst. Now's a good time to go off on a list of things i hate. Above all else...ignorance. I hate selfish people, greedy people, bossy people, manipulative people, unreasonable people, sneaky people, liars, and the such. I hate capitalism...(if anyone cares about why just ask). I hate haters.. . whatever, just one of those days. note- i live in miami... sunny place, shady people.... i have to deal with all those kinds of people and then some every day of my life I am trying to maintain sanity, i'm trying to be a good person in a bad world. F*ck everybody! yes...everybody

well i finally got a job at a pizzeria. i blew off the manager at kinkos cause i went to the interview and he left to go pick something up and left me hanging. if i make the effort to be there for an interview, they should do the same, i was offended by that gesture so i sent them to hell. i like where i'm working now but it already is having a major effect on my studies. i was unable to study at all this weekend and am feeling like i'm falling behind. My bumper fell off my car today pulling out of my driveway, so i',m missing class right now. I looked all over the house for a screwdriver but couldn't find one anywhere. After i fixed it with my neighbors screwdriver i came inside and without even looking i found sitting on the computer table, someone didn't put it back where it belongs. I'm having a really stressful day already and i've only been up a little over an hour.... what else can go wrong today? i'm pretty frustrated with scool, work and all these bs problems i'm having. I knew tyhis would happen, whatever. Maybe tomorrow will be better. How was ur day?

Well I found another job. Kinko's 3rd shift (graveyard). Sounds good to me. I have worked that shift before and i loved it because i can do whatever i want during the day, i can sleep in morning or afternoon according to what i want/need to do during the day. The only issue I have with that right now is that I am also going to school and i'm not quite sure how that will work out, but I really need the money so I guess I gotta do what I gotta do. My license is getting suspended 9/19 b/c I don't have insurance. Insurance is mad expensive though.... i had to put a $750 down payment and $140/month for 6 months! It's kinda my fault though cause i used to drive like an asshole. I used to get pulled over on average once a week. Sometimes more. I have at least 13points on my license. I've gotten better though, only once in last 2 years, and i'm currently fighting that in court. Working won't get me enough $ for insurance for a good minute, so i'll have to take my chances driving so that i can go to school. I don't know what else to do. I guess in the end everything will be alright but i've gone thru too many struggles for my age, and i don't need any more. That's life though. I figure i just need to keep trying and things will work out. "Success is where oppurtunity meets persistence". My question is how long i will have to be persistent. I guess it doesn't matter though because to me failure is not an option. Well, i'll blog again about how my job works out.... late

i was talkin with my mom and she seems to think that i should have a "job". For what? I am a full time college student working on a real estate license and i need time to study, and clear my head. All work does is frustrate me and make me miserable, and i seem to be broke newayz... hmmm, so i say... what's the point. I could work overtime for $  but that is only a temporary solution that takes away my time/life. The real problem lies with the work i am doing and how much it pays, how is doin more of the wrong thing the right thing? I thought ui was goin to school to have a better paying CAREER? i think i should stay focused on that and lot let a "job" interfere with my education/future. What do u think?